My madness transforms as I write it down in rednotebook. I don't know how long itʼs been since the last time I left the house, six days, maybe eight, to return some library books—Dickinson, Emerson, Didion, mostly unread.

Five Days in Rednotebook

I stole some bluenotebook from the bookstore across the street, along with this pen and three books...because I am way too introverted to make it as a director.

Labyrinths in Bluenotebook

The chaos of hope and dread in writing a list of books to read: the optimism of a better person, the impatience of you.

On starting a bluenotebook

I have torn out and set fire to every page I have written. I obscure myself—kept a few fragments.

Senna

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